It’s times like these I wish I had something stable going on in my life instead of crying and being hella fuckin bummed over someone.
TRUST ME when I say this, TRUST ME. MY GOD FUCKING TRUST ME.
Do NOT, DO NOT say you want to marry someone until you’ve fucked. Because if your sex life is wack and you don’t like it. It will hurt your “love” for that person. Eventually you’ll lose interest. Maybe you’ll watch porn and wonder why you are not getting fucked like that. So please honey, fuck him first then say you want to marry someone.
ALso if he can use his fingers really good then you’re good. I’ve made girls cum with just my fingers.